Friday, December 30, 2022

Chapter 12 : ALTER

 


POV - Diana

'Tokk..tokk..' Diam.

Pintu bilik dibuka perlahan. Adam masih lagi terbaring tidak sedarkan diri di atas katil biliknya. Diana memeluk tubuh sambil bersandar di sebelah pintu yang terbuka. Entah apa yang bermain di kotak fikiran.

Rakaman cctv diulang tayang di kepalanya. Adam dengan santai mengajak Amber untuk turun makan pagi. Amber hanya mengikut gerak langkah Adam seakan ada sesuatu yang membuatkan alter itu kekal tenang disamping Adam. Kakinya ringan dihayun kearah katil Adam.

'Adakah Adam dapat mengawal alter Amber?' Matanya seakan bersinar kerana masih ada lagi peluang untuk dia sembuh.

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"Cik Diana....?" Adam terpisat-pisat melihat Diana disampingnya. Diana terjaga dari lamunan. Merah padam mukanya apabila ditenung oleh Adam.

"Er Encik Adam okay? Mak Jah ada sediakan makan malam" Dia bingkas bangun mengambil dulang diatas meja cermin sebelahnya.

"Eh takpe-takpe saya boleh ambil sendiri" Adam cuba bangun namun badannya masih terasa sengal-sengal badan.

"Badan Encik Adam masih lagi tak bermaya, saya suapkan ya" Diana cuba kekalkan riak wajah selamba. 

Allah sepanjang hidup tak pernah merasa disuap oleh mana-mana perempuan ajnabi selain mak aku sendiri. Gemuruh pula hati aku ni. Cik Diana ni pun lawa, level-level muka mix.

 Masing-masing sepi dari berkata. Tangan Diana lincah menyudu bubur ayam manakala Adam teragak-agak membuka mulut. Diana tayang poker face apabila melihat telinga Adam sudah merah.

"Boleh saya tanya awak sesuatu?" Suara gemersik Diana memecah keheningan antara mereka.

Adam jongket kening. Matanya dari tadi tunduk mengira bulu-bulu permaidani sebelah katil. Malu nak bertentang mata dengan Cik Diana.

"Boleh." 

"Kenapa awak peluk Amber?"

Adam tersedak. Diana segera mencapai gelas air lalu disua ke mulut Adam.

"Ehem, saya tak bermaksud apa-apa. Maaf jika tindakan refleks saya terhadap alter-alter buat cik Diana tak selesa."

Diana hanya diam tanpa reaksi. 'Emotionless betul pesakit aku ni' cetus Adam.

"Biasa waktu macam ni cik Diana akan buat aktiviti apa?" Dia cuba memancing perhatian Diana yang khusyuk dalam lamunan.

Tergaris senyuman nipis.

"Saya akan membaca dalam bilik bawah"

"Jom"

"Pergi mana?"

"Saya teman cik Diana membaca hari ni"


With love & Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe


Tuesday, November 8, 2022

CAUGHT COVID FOR THE 3RD TIME


 Haluuuuu. *still breathing smoothly & elegantly*

How's everything? Is it fine? Because I’m not fine! HUHU

I tested positive again! The last time I caught covid was 6 months ago. In my opinion, all the jabs that we had were not that immune tho.

This thingy definitely changes over time and becomes a mutation. Cheeky little thing.

Let's throwback how my day went for the past few days ago. Standby air sebotol bcos this gonna be loooong story. Okih Dear Diary YayaDoe~

 

Wednesday 021122

The first day, I went to work after taking some meds. However, I felt fatigued all day at the office, and all my colleagues asked me to go home if I’m not feeling okie. This girl was so freaking degil acah workaholic, ughh. I felt something wrong with my body.

And at the same time tak mau pergi clinic bcos idk what to sayyyy to abang doctor. Tak fever. Tak batuk. Tak selsema. I lemau the whole day. *nak MC free lerrr tu bisik abg-doc*

I got 0 energy to entertain anyone. In the evening, I dah space out level naik langit ayohh pingg. Balik kerja terus pecut borong meds, cool fever, 100 plus & roti. Malam aku demam 38.0  shoot meh

 


Thursday 031122

At first I just want to go clinic bcos yeah…demam beshe2 je ni. Then tergerak hati nak swab sendiri. *bangga woi pandai swab dah sekarang*

GI-LA tak sampai 30 seconds terus positive double line.  I told my boss & HR and they asked me to quarantine until everything is okie. Basically, aku melepet the whole day bcos demam, batuk,selsema, sakit sendi & migraine menyerang. The funniest thing, I was hungry af sampai dalam kepala pikir nak makan macam2. Lepastu redha terpaksa makan roti for 7 days sebab tak boleh keluar & LOM GAJI SHE-TAN! HAHA

Makan roti pon berat sama je tak turun. Peninggg tol

 


Friday 041122

I woke up at 2am. Mengigil seram sejuk. Kepala nak hantuk dekat dinding. Melepet tunggu anyone tolong ambil ubat and air atas meja. Ughh bcos I’m tired af.

Tak larat nak bangun ke dapur. But gagahkan diri bcos I live alone. Hmmm

When you got sick, baru feeling sendu MAK NAK KAWINN.

Masa sihat aku acah alpha-female-freakin’-independent-girl. Pui

Takkan aku decide nak tamatkan zaman bujang bcos I need a husbby to ambilkan water on a table?????

Plus he needs to pergi beli extra meds at 3 am bcos his wife so manjahh bila kena covid for the 3rd time! HAHA

Yaya Doe talking about marriage now???? Wuuu

People change…perhaps hijrah kearah yang lebih baik? Who knows

However, l teringat…I have SAM! Sorry susahkan sam belikan meds. I only told her I wanted cool fever, flu & fever meds but this girl kannnnn….

Orang pesan beli 3 barang dia beli 10 barang ya! 1 plastik besaqqq naaa

Ni yang aku malehhh…serba salah sebab sam selalu tak mau amik duit aku. Hmmmm

Ilebiu sam

 

Saturday 051122

Alhamdulillah, makin sihat makin bertenaga makin padu makin mantap. Allah

Tidur lena gila lepas tampal cool fever dekat  dahi. Mimpi indah-indah. Phews~

Only mild cough & migraine. Demam pun dah kebah. Masuk hari ke 4 baru terhegeh nak minum air cuka kurma. Rahsia glowing.

My days were filled with a reading diary of wimpy kids, al mathurat, laundry, talking to indoor plants, and re-heat frozen donuts. HAHA

I off my phone bcos today everyone was not working but my mama freaked out. She called me so many times. But I’m unreachable. She was already on standby to heret my ayah to JB at any moment. In case her fav daughter pengsan depan peti ais masa nak keluarkan frozen donut. LOL

 

Sunday 061122

Everything is fine af. I do deep cleaning today. Semua celah ceruk rumah aku sental.

Eventho penat and energy still 50% but aku oki. I need to do home cleaning baru mental aku completely recover. Rindu nak  pergi groceries but lom GAJI YA ALLAH.

Apsal la lambat sangat masuk nya. HAHAHA *hidup makan gaji* cemni la.

Doakan YAYA DOE jadi girlboss one day nanti. Insya Allah.

So being caught covid for 3rd time, buatkan aku lebih kuat & makin kurang expectation aku to others. Only letak sepenuh harapan dekat Sang Pencipta.

Berharap dekat manusia kita akan kecewa tapi jika berharap dekat THE ONE & ONLY SANG PENCIPTA kita akan tenang.

Lantak la orang nak cakap aku acah baik or islamik, but at the end of the day only HIM can save us all.

 

With love & Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe

Thursday, September 22, 2022

DAY TRIP TO KLUANG BY TRAIN

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Pehh. Posing taknak kalah ya post kali ni.

Suppz guys, Sihat ke idok?
I'm still alive don't worry. Sementara menunggu cik abg jodoh yang masih sesat ditelan waktu jom kita ngopi di Kluang.

Yeah I took a train to Kluang just to ngopi and I grab my bestie - SAMMY with meh HAHA
Last 2 weeks I was super stressed with work and needed a short gateway. So I booked train tix in Easybook apps. One way tix around RM13 je. Two ways hang kira la sendiri. Aku malehh


Wahhh, ni first time aku naik kereta api lama since Ganu tak ada benda alah ni. Sobs.
Punya la stress nak cari stesen Kempas Baru sebab tersorok dalam kampong. Ingat kan sempat singgah brekpes but nope, Sammy taknak singgah bekpes guys! Dia ghisau kena tinggal train. Aku lapar terok.

8.50am dah gerak from Kempas Baru. Masa dah dalam train, aku buat muka lapar. Sammy tolong beli roti & air dekat cafe dalam train. Member terciduk terox roti gardenia RM1.20 naik harga sampai RM4. Amik mung aku ajok bekpes dulu takmoh.


As usual, si Yaya Doe over feeling aesthetic dok membaca dalam train sambil layan lagu DON'T STOP BELIEVING. Sam dekat depan tidur.Kah

Tak sempat rasa bosan, eh dah sampai Kluang around 10.40am. 


First stop, harus isi perut dulu. Ingat nak makan dekat Railway Kluang Coffee but the que too long. Aku malehh.HAHA
So we went to Restoran NSM aka Nasi Daun Pisang. Don't worry the owner Indian-Muslim. The food sooo good guys. Untuk dua orang makan only cost us RM23. Mahal ke murah? idk


Next! Lepas dah kenyang lunch kitorang jalan-jalan area Laman Seni Kluang aka KLUANG STREET ART. Banyak sangat lorong-lorong seni yang korang boleh singgah untuk ambil gambar posing acah-acah tourist. Sam cakap phone memory dia full dengan muka aku je.


KLUANG-Next-Top Model ? HUHU



Tengah panas terik jalan-jalan mula la haus. Bcos sammy mengidam cendol, sempat singgah cendol viral sebelah laman seni kluang. 



Nak try Kluang railway coffee dekat train station tapi tak mampu nak beratur lama-lama. HAHA
So I just went to their other branch area Bandar Kluang. Itu pun tunggu around 10 mins baru dapat meja. You guys kena try their Kopi Ais + roti bun bakar. Ughh heaven.
                                         


Alaa daytrip kalini rasa kejap amat.  Lets get back to work.








 

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

TAMAN NEGARA TG PIAI #JOHORCLEANUP


Assalamualaikum.

Bertemu kembali kita dalam sesi merapu with YayaDoe.
    Last month aku suka-dipaksa-rela untuk involve in Johor Clean Up at Taman Negara Tg Piai.
Since aku kerja in Plastic Manufacturing and my company had Ocean Bound Plastic project. So, as a role model aku harus pupuk semangat Cintakan Alam Sekitar dalam diri sendiri. Kah

     Kiranya ni first time aku sampai Tg Piai aka The southest point of mainland asia  GITU 
Eventho dah 7 years stay Johor tapi masih lagi keliru jalan area Johor.

Spot mehh. haha

Pukul 5 pagi dah gerak dari Pasir Gudang. Barai. Collegues ajak borak pon aku tak mampu nk layan. Dah hanyut dalam mimpi tak berhujung.


After registration, we got a booklet, t-shirt & foodie. The clean-up session started at 8am but we arrived early. So apa lagi playing-tourist ler.


Guys the rubbish is aaaa LOT. Way too much than we expected. Dekat luar tak nampak tau but after masuk dalam area kayu bakau. Amik kau. Segala nenek moyang sampah ada. Since Tg Piai ni di tengah2 antara 3 Negara - Malaysia/SG/Indonesia so fikir la sendiri ni sampah siapa yang sangkut. Sila Claim. Garunk


Rip white shoes. HAHA 
After 2-3 hours of struggle in paya bakau-trekking sambil geleng kepala tengok gelagat masing-masing yang first time kutip sampah dalam paya bakau.


On the way balik kami singgah ngopi dekat Kopi Tenggek. Kopi dia padu wei. Keropok lekor pon dap emm. Menyesal beli 2 pax je. HUHU.




Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe :)





 

Saturday, July 16, 2022

CAUGHT COVID-19 AGAIN :'(

 






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Hey-o peeps.

Jyeah I got covid again >..< But this time my symptoms are quite mild and I only take 3-4 days to recover compared to the previous one. I still had to quarantine for 7 days and at the same time, I lose weight again. HUHU



Masa ni telan ubat pun malas. *kalo supplement cantik lajuu je* 

Aww~ My Virgo Bestie sent me fresh roses to cheer me up. Thank you. Muah

 Atototo~ I need a filter to cover up my muka benyaii. HAHA Bye
Stay safe


Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe :)


Wednesday, June 22, 2022

FOOD HUNTING : TRIP TO KELANTAN

 


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Hi everyone, kita bertemu lagi dalam sesi jalan-jalan sambil melantak with me :p
Sebenarnya trip ni aku dah pergi waktu CNY bulan Feb tapi baru sempat untuk update. *eleh update awal2 bukan ada orang baca pon. KAH

Day 1

AKOK POK LONG




Last aku pergi kelantan waktu arwah Abah ada lagi.sobs Tak silap masa tu baru umur 13-14 y/o. Now dah umur 26 bhai. Trip kalini kitorg satu family fokus makan je and on the way to Pengkalan Kubor ada nampak signboar AKOK POK LONG sebesar alam. So harus singgah beli ya~ Dekat situ pun ada banyak kuih-kuih kelantan yang iolls tak pernah makan. Akok dia serius sedap 9/10. 

ETOK SALAI


Korang boleh nampak disepanjang jalan ada orang jual etok salai. So aku paksa ayah aku singgah beli. Kena la cuba! Walaupun tak pandai makan etok. Ada pelbagai jenis - original-tomyam-kari-blackppper *choose your fav guys* Etok ni adik beradik sepupu sepapat kerang/lala/remis. Tak silap satu bekas kecil RM3/Besar RM5. Tapi aku give up bila makan etok...susah nak bukak. Better makan kalau kuku korang panjang kot baru senang nak bukak. Orang yang tak sabar macam aku memang out. At the end kemam je dari luar.HAHA. Rate 3/10 *sebab takpandai bukak cengkerang dia* sorry kelantanese people. im noob sobs


DUTY FREE ZONE





Syurga mak-mak bila datang Pengkalan Kubor - Pinggan mangkuk-terbang melayang
Tapi aku excited nak borong all sorts of chocolate. Harga masih lagi terkawal tapi tak la semurah Langkawi. I think we spent RM300 for chocolate and the rest idk. Dekat sini kami tak makan sebab masih kenyang makan akok & etok.luls





LUNCH : NASI ULAM CIKGU


Lepas balik dari Pengkalan Kubor terus gerak hotel. Aku booking area bandar Kota Bharu sebab situ banyak tempat-tempat best. Waktu tengahari sebelum check in singgah makan dekat Restoran Nasi Ulam Cikgu. Sesuai kalau datang dgn mak-ayah sebab mostly lauk-lauk kampung. nyums
Banyak pilihan makanan - ulam-ulam, ikan bakar, singgang, budu wajibss. HAHA




Total spent tak sampai RM50 untuk 6 org makan. murah2

Dekat sebelah restoran ada muzium kraftangan so lepas makan jalan-jalan ambil gambar & beli souvenirs.



DAY 2



After checkout terus cari port Nasi Kerabu femes. But trust me semua tempat beratur panjang. Aku beratur 2-3 hours semataa nak makan nasi kerabu kelantan. Wakaf che yeh pun jammed teruk bhai 2 jam sangkut. Menduga kesabaran tau trip ke kelantan sebab holidays season semua full house. So kedai-kedai viral semua penuh. Lepas dah penat beratur takda mood dah nak makan sbb perut masuk angin. Bahahaha.


Letsgo back



Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe :)



Monday, June 20, 2022

2022 - NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

 





is it too late for this?HAHA.

Hi everyone, how's 2022 so far? Good or Nay? For me, January felt so long, exhausted, and sleepy. I had my booster shot in mid-Jan and so far don't have any serious side effects only sleepy. Alhamdulillah. 

But unfortunately 1 week after that I got shoulder pain due to overwork.HAHA. So guys please take care of yourself bcos we have a long way to go. Anyway, I just want to share a few of my new year resolution. let's get started:


1. Back on track. 52KGS - Current weight 58KGs  (6KGS more babehh)

2. Saving money for VACATION *South Korea*

3. GATEWAY CHECKLIST 2022. To remarks on my 26th year of being alive.

4. Get Glow Girl *invest in good skincare & makeup*

5. Be Happy :)


Hakuna Matata,

Yaya Doe :)